Monday, February 16, 2009
Lights and Sounds won't save me
Should i compare with others to make myself better? or should i bury my head down and forget about it...No interest? thats funny...My perception of myself has failed me. Has it? What is wrong with me? Lack of effort? if i compare to others why am i the only one who has to bear this terrorizing reanimating thoughts in my mind? Sadden, a stop has came to my mind to rethink what have gone wrong. Did i take things for granted? Was doing things my way wrong? I really think this is the post that is gonna have the most question marks. I feel discriminated in a sense that why am i the only one that has to hear this... Appreciate the honesty really but i think those problems i have are flaws, not doomsday so why am i being condemned into eternal wrath? Or am i destined to be a clown an entertainment for people. The question lingers in my mind " what have i done wrong?" Well maybe cycling and getting banged by a vehicle would take my mind off this lingering nono i mean torturing subject...
It's time to take action, i need to restart and find out what is going wrong here. Colin, i will show you that my interest is a definite and my works refined. I still believe i tell my own story and not let anyone manhandle it... GO KEITH!
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