It is hard to tell these days which is better to live in. Dream or Reality

Saturday, June 30, 2007





Okay did a little shopping today well to at least make my buck worth before the gst shit happens...Screw the government man seriously they are taking too much money from us...Like hell they even raise their own bloody pay -_-...To east the commoners grief they add a pittance towards their pay and yet the goverment's pay is much more significant i mean should it not be the other way round?...Bad governance...Anyway bad things away...Woo bought sun glasses today and DAVIDOFF EAU DE TOILETTE...:D quite happy lah although the purchase were kinda wary...Hmmm anyway enjoyed my movie today TRANSFORMERS!...I really think they have done a good job retaining the old transforming sound and the old school shit lah...Michael Bay did a great job with the production.The story line was kinda sweet too lots of action and even the puppy love turned matured was enjoyable.I feel that this Transformer is a great success and all those critics that said the movie sucked...Go stick a finger up your ass and transform yourself into a hoe...hahaha...Anyway a few bots did not look like the original one...Let me name some...Megatron the Big Boss erm Iron Hide too...But one thing i loved bout the movie the good guys were CHROME YEAH MAN!!!!...Just like my bag CHROME!Thats the bling dawg....Haha..Ye feel me nigga!Oh not forgetting to mention too the girls are hot man..As in really hot i think its some of those times where i use this as a praise not as lust and i believe this movie has all the ingredients and its a job well done :D....Aight on to pictures !


& 11:38 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007


THIS IS NOT FAIR LOR....-__-His height...Her height...-_- very unfair...


& 11:15 PM







Ahhh okay random stuff haha...Did lots of stupid things in office like making paper literally stand for quite some time hey it was solid okay...Hahaha...Anyways ill upload pictures of cars i ve collated throughout the 2 months on my last day of work so yall can look look aight...Here s some random pictures and the first beating my new TIMBERLAND shoe took today...Hahaha..


& 10:16 PM







Wooo Hooo okay okay im particularly happy today because i bought my CHROME BAG !!!! HAHAHA...Finally man after so long of waiting...But sadly don have my preferred colour but oh well...I love it nonetheless...The price is quite *whoopeeeeee...Aight less talk more pics...Oh yeah im gonna start my blog song with Chris Benoit's theme as a tribute to the champ.I guess ill have it on for some time in his respect...Oh today at work i felt flawless man and my colleagues even my boss kept making mistakes and it was a great feeling to be perfect for one day...Okay not really perfect lots of $$ flew off my wallet...Sad part..But hey i worked for it at least...Aight pics pics...


& 10:01 PM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007





Aight now im gonna talk bout today.Dammm today is crazy...As usual work and all ohoh i found out that my phone's camera is DAMMM good compared to the one used for work haha...Oh yeah took loads of random pictures and yes i have started my running regime again and i am once again ready to lose all that fats accumulated over the months of lazing around :D just the day before i started and was quite impressed with my stamina, it actually has not drop i could still complete my usual route from Clementi to Queenstown okay fine -_- her house...But yeah my legs were all sore and stuff...Oh anyway back to today, went hardcore shopping man, bought a pair of Timberland shoes and two Timberland shirts...Sale lah and Anti-Gstism...Hahaha...But seriously it was kinda cheap because any 2 items u get extra 10% off any 3 items 20% so i got 3 which means 20% so i spent like 110 total kinda only enough to get the shoes if no sale yall know what i mean...Anyways that was not the only crazy part,went back and forth with Matt from Orchard and Queenstown to find my bag and im gonna get my bag at Queenstown -_-...Haven got it yet maybe tomorrow or wad...Anyway no time liaos ill uploady and go to sleep...So Say We All..


& 11:08 PM



Aight this post is going out to Chris Benoit who recently...Man this is hard to say...Ill say it anyway,he recently strangled his wife and suffocated his son to death and then hanged himself with some wires of a weight machine...I do not condemn him for his act because he commands so much respect from me that i believe he definitely did it out of desperate measures or unknown circumstances.News reports states that he had consume steroids which caused the outbreak and yet i feel that this issue is more than meets the eye.I feel really saddened that this actually happened to one of the world's greatest wrestler and happened to be my favourite.He is one of the veteran wrestler where last time it was really wrestling without the bullshit...Gosh i can feel my heart tearing for him because my true soul believes that he is not the sort that would do such a thing.If there is a God i really do pray that he would go to heaven and find peace within him.Benoit is one guy who really inspired me to do things to go after my dreams to be determined to do things which i wanna do and now this shit just happens its just too weird yall know what im saying? Benoit if u hear me i would like you to know that you would be the only wrestler i respect not because you fight every night out there in the ring but you walk away like a man and fight for what you believed in.Hereby im gonna say a prayer for you. Dear Lord if you do hear me i just wanna pray for Chris Benoit and his family that they find peace in your haven and their sins be washed away i pray that all shall be forgiven and thus be peace at heart Amen .You Will Be My Champion Forever...


& 10:46 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007




Oh yes forgot to mention...Yesterday went to eat Bak Kut Teh with Yew Tinn and we practically devoured 3 bowls of rice each and a whole sumptuous portion of pork..Porky pork pork stupid Muslims cant eat delicious pork...They really don noe what they are missing...If Allah tried pork he probably made all the other muslims eat pork for breakfast every morning hahaha...We were so damm full after the meal..It was one of the greatest meals i ve ever had man...Bet it went the same with Yew Tinn...


& 9:45 PM


Relatively happy for an hour today haha..Was late for an event but still got to see her...Its great to see her since when it isn't haha...Im happy today i conclude..Im gonna play basketball now...So Say We All.


& 8:01 PM



OH LOOK ME SO LAZY ME TAKE OUT CHIPS ME LAZY TO EAT CHIPS ME LEFT CHIPS ON TABLE.


& 12:26 AM


Couldn't walk the streets and feel that everyone is you
Couldn't help the fact you made me feel whole once again
Couldn't help making you the one i love forever
Couldn't help images of you flashed at me all the time
Couldn't help just missing you


& 12:09 AM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Sigh...Wonder if people get the feeling of just having able to hug someone...I just got this feeling that if i get to hug someone ill feel really blessed..I see so many couples on the street and yet its not jealousy of having a partner but the jealousy of being blessed...Friends cannot make up for that feeling because sad to say i have very general friends.Its just these days i really think alot and i feel that from this thinkings i have developed an awareness for appreciation...I feel so fucked up that i get frustrated when my parents pick on me when they nag at me...I mean even though i do not tell them anything could they not see my face?Its just hard for me when i get into these deep thoughts with so many feelings to handle...Luckily im getting along but i feel like im suffering really badly and its kinda taking a toll on myself emotionally and physically...I find comfort in loneliness in vices i should not be committing...What made me write these stuff you say...I say its the movie i watched today...Black Snake Moan...Apparently its my first "official" M18 movie , i was reluctant on it but my friends wanted to watch it so yeah...I was clearly mistaken about this particular movie i mean okay -_- it had sex scenes but very vague ones...But the point is the story,,It made me realised that life has more meaning to what it seems cliche i noe but its the truth..In the movie this girl misses her boyfriend so much that she goes around fuckin the whole town,its some mental sickness she got lah...But after this nigga helped her turn her life around she realised that things can be changed she realised that it is her life and only she can change it...I felt that it applies to my life as well without the sex part lah -_-...Yeah i noe u people out there i noe wad yall thinkin tsk tsk...Neways erm erm.........................................................................................................Forget what i wanna say already lah..


& 11:34 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

Oh my...My heart has been skipping beats lately do not know if there is anything wrong with me...Anyways Damm father -_- now using my sister to get to the computer...Why am i still keeping this secret for him?Sigh...Guess when i get my laptop ill sell this com's graphic card and then let him do whatever he wants with the com until it breaks down i do not care...So as long as he do not come to me...Hiazzz not one day passes by i don tink of her man...Its so hard to forget someone you love,many times i have dreamt of her many times we were together.The blissful and happy feelings i had in my dreams were all that i once had only to find that i wake up being alone again...


& 11:23 PM


You entered my dream without any notice
Planted a kiss without a miss
Left me wondering what it is
Is it an affection or is it just a kiss?


& 7:43 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Oh man im so tired of my daily routine work man...I guess i ain't the type of guy who would sit in the office and do repetitive work everyday...Its just not me...All day long i sit in office i think of the many things i could do with the free time(which i have the luxury of doing)and pity myself for being enslaved to this job...Not that im complaining about the people and stuff i mean they re nice but its just boring me out too much...I cant fall asleep neither can i use the computer...Don't get me wrong though im dead serious when it comes to work i think my colleagues can vouch for that...Sigh...O well...Anyway wanna talk bout this show "Deal or No Deal" I laughed the crap outta that Pro Indian Dude...Yes he shows confidence but i sense more cockiness in him...He screw the big money in the first few boxes though i laugh my heart out on that first box 250k HAHAHAHAHA,,,Good on ya mate...He won 1 k lah in the end...So not bad for a cocky lawyer who probably earns like 200k a year?Dang those professions...So Say We All...


& 10:10 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007















Okay finished the comics like it was a posh dinner...I finished the whole thing today lah sian...75 bucks within an hour...I feel satiated though :D i really love the story it was kinda cool explains about why humans worship gods and its actually an entity they have created by idolising their respective gods which is what they create...I really think it kinda makes sense because in the end our world dies at our own hand...I mean look what is happening to our world now?Terrorist bombings,stupid wars going on,burning of trees and harming mother nature.All that this brilliant world has offered us we take more then we need...These comics actually makes one realise and make one aware of their surroundings.Sigh 14 comics all finished in an hour...So Say We All...


& 6:45 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007



Weee got my Silver Surfer comics today :D hahaha...So darn happy although it cost 75 bucks and i think im on the brink of craziness...Anyway i love silver surfer's story..Its feels so mysterious and his lone characteristics charmed me alot made me feel alot like myself when he s speaking to himself while surfing the galaxies...Wee some pics of today and some other day...Oh i went to Laselle today to have my concession pictures taken and OMG its like damm fast lah...The guy barely took a mintue and i was happy with my face haha...Aight no time to blog so much ill jus uploady the pics :D...


& 11:30 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

Wow...Caught Silver Surfer today,i prefer to call it Silver Surfer :D..But before that i got so pissed off with Cathay's management...They freaking said our tickets are outdated a day and said that we made a mistake.Well i argued with them because its imminent that i had collected the tickets yesterday and the lady serving us told us the movie was for today's viewing so yeah i mean duh -_- im just here to collect...Aight then i argued with them that it was their people who had made a mistake and apparently the person who served us was a girl who used a guys name..That means she wasn't accountable for that position and i really feel cheated for that because they are denying me for something i had paid for today and claimed that its being occupied now?But if i had book the tickets for today wouldn't the seats in the cinema be empty?Thats damm hell dumb and i requested to check who was occupying the seats and they keep denying me of that privilege i was really pissed then...Then that He/She kept telling me that He/She was gonna "PUSH" us into the 9.50 show which was LATE and had sucky seats -_- i mean we BOOKED the tickets so we could get GOOD seats and i really looked forward to this movie and they disappointed me like that...But i did enjoy the movie it was awesome...Cool graphics cool story...So in the end i just let loose and took their offer cause i see no matter what i could say it would all boil down to He/She's offer...He/She offered us the 9.50 show with sucky seats and another free movie anytime any movie so i had to settled for that...Anyway i really LOVED the movie Screw u people who said the show sucks u do not understand the story and u suck for that hahaha...I don care if im being condemned for that...I give the movie 10/10 its my movie of the year...So Say We All...I need to sleep now..


& 12:39 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Ahhh Silver Surfer is so fascinating i just love his Cosmic Powers :D


& 12:50 AM


Oh man...Cavs are definitely gonna lose if they do not win the next match...The score is already 3-0 u hear me? 0 its like nothing empty kosong sigh...Not that i like Cavs lah ah but i don want Spurs to win anymore...But cannot deny they are a strong team,i cant help but to say that Manu Ginobili is like losing his form he did not scored in the 3rd match and thats just pathetic for him...Anyway he is contented with being the sixth man lah...Ill cut that foreigner some slack hahaha...I wish the Cavs good luck in the next game and hope they would be able to bring back the game i still believe in a miracle that could happen to them...Aight aight on to tomorrow hahaha...Im gonna say this very nicely...IM GONNA FRECKIN WATCH SILVER SURFER TML!!!! YEAH!!!! YEAH!!!! YEAH!!!!! hahaha...I wanted to watch this like since so long ago man...Silver Surfer is mah man daWG!He rock shit man...I love his powers i love his physique not gay though...My god Silver Surfer i love u hahahaha...So Say We All...


& 12:27 AM


Yes yes i am so smart hahaha..Spent 6 bucks on a 7-Up to sit in Indo-Chine just to do wad?Watch 1 quarter of 4th quarter of the NBA Finals Cavs Vs Spurs...Tsk tsk power of a passion so hard to resist...If only i had cable...


& 12:12 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

:( din noe u had such a problem last time...Im really sorry to hear your story..My heart cries for you to have suffered so much...Im happy that you have overcomed ure disability and turned into the strong girl i ve known even though i lost faith in the god u worship and i once too...Crap u made her cry -_- dumbass...I never wanted to have u cryin man...Pls don cry...I tink you are the only one i can bare my soul out to.Im fallin in love with you again...


& 11:55 PM


Im such a dumbass wei zhi u are such a dumbass u noe that..-_- can't even hold a proper conversation with her...What the hell are u made of?Jello? Dang it-_-


& 11:36 PM



Sian man these few days work was like super sleepy and boring but i got to bond a few of the inspectors there :D they are super funny and friendly and i noticed something they love to smile :D...How i wish i had Fathers like them so friendly so loving...Anyway after work went to play Basketball and guess what got scratched by this adult -_- yes and he din say sorry,maybe he din notice or wad.Fine..O well at least im not the fat pussy screaming in pain when someone just stepped on his toes because he was so fuckin lazy to wear his shoes..Fuckin baby man...Go home and play with ya small hoops will ya...Neways today shooting was good from downtown a couple misses but managed to keep my focus on :D really happy with myself :D...Aight im really tired must kinda sleep early already so i won be snoozing at work..So Say We All,..oh yea and FUCK BUS DRIVERS -_-


& 10:31 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

Wow my mother might have made a mistake sending me to work at STA inspection centre haha..I have acquired back my super vulgar language from them...Lol...Well i don mind too cus it really applies to some people :D So Say We All...


& 7:05 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Sianess man i wanna watch the NBA Finals so badly sigh~Why don't i have cable?Anyway stupid Spurs won the first match against the Cleveland Cavaliers,haven't they won enough haha...Not that i support the cavs but i think however good LeBron is,the Cavs would not win the finals this year,i still think its too early for him + the fact that he is still kinda young,talented yes but he has more to learn like figuring his opponent's defensive weakness and his temperamental attitude frenzy.I must say he is a team player though good passing skills and great teamwork effort.His current team is kinda good as well with larry hughes and recent star Daniel Gibson.With Daniel's sudden talent outburst like the exciting performance against the Pistons few days back,the Cavs might still have a chance in winning the Finals but the chances are highly doubtful though.Hopefully next year the Sixers or the Denver Nuggets would get a shot at the finals.I also hope that maybe next year Pistons would be able to win a championship with Chris Webber as its kinda sad for a NBA superstar so famous to not win one in his entire career its like the ultimate glory for all basketball players.O well...Today was kinda dull stayed home till mid afternoon then went out with vet go find my bag and to hang out walk around town and have dinner,know what i think i am a kind of person who likes to walk around and think about stuff very random yeah,,,Haha anyway saw lots of things i wanna buy very random stuffs to saw places which sells quite nice and affordable birthday gifts :D...Oh yeah to end this post...I really do not like my father...


& 10:40 PM

Saturday, June 9, 2007

I STILL FUCKIN HATE BUS DRIVERS!


& 10:54 PM

Friday, June 8, 2007

WAH I FUCKING HATE BUSES AND THE DRIVERS....NB CB !!! FUCKIN BUS DRIVERS -__-


& 7:05 PM

Thursday, June 7, 2007


Haha played Basketball again and today i took pictures of me shooting 3 pointers hahaha...Totally owned the game with it earlier on..Also dunno why suddenly shoot 3 point so accurate so happy..Im not boasting because im proud of myself i did it with my own effort,i trained myself told myself i could do it and indeed i achieved what seemed impossible,perhaps i could really dunk one day haha..We ill see bout that :D...Here s the pic :D okay not really photo jus an illustration hahaa.....I love myself today...So Say We All...


& 10:42 PM


Stupid internet-_-wad the hells wrong with mine man....


& 12:11 AM

Wednesday, June 6, 2007






Things i did when i was so bored at work bo bian ah have to keep myself from falling asleep haha..


& 11:36 PM

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

On my Christmas list there is a wish i hope it will come true....And that is getting closer to u...


& 12:06 AM

Monday, June 4, 2007

Got back from basketball today,guess it will be a long time before i play basketball and blog again...Sigh...Ill explain that later...Anyway when i got home it got me thinking why my life is so fucked up?Is it me?I don really noe...But im guessing whatever it is,i have the right to be upset and that should not make me guilty cus its my right to do so...I am also human i have feelings yall understand?..Its not easy being the present me man...I feel so sad... :( Anyway earlier on i mentioned that it would be a long time before i play basketball or blog again,well im going to work an extra job as a waiter because i find it no point to waste my time and might as well earn more money and occupy my time wisely rather than feeling so shitty bout myself...Self confidence..Ill get it back...Till then people,,So Say We All...


& 10:30 PM

Saturday, June 2, 2007

A war has begun btw me and my family...So i suppose im the public enemy number 1 now...


& 11:26 PM

Friday, June 1, 2007

Why is everything related to fuck?Im Fucked my father is a fucker my frens are fucked up people try to fuckin play with me...Sadness...Stop it will u people?


& 8:29 PM


Im not gonna forgive you for this dad...


& 7:54 PM


If there was a "everyone is a fucking idiot day" it would be today...


& 7:52 PM

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