It is hard to tell these days which is better to live in. Dream or Reality
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Today i had a dream whilst taking a nap in school, it was definitely a weird dream with a sense of fear in it... The dream is about my bunny and me in sch exactly the same time frame for today. The time in my dream was forwarded to when i woke up from my sleep but however at parts of the dream i kept waking and going back to the dream like i was trapped in it.At that very moment all i could thought of was Esley my dear bunny...I had the compelling urge to call her but due to being trapped in the damm dream i was unable to do so , i felt so damm scared at that point. It felt like i could not do anything to free myself to get to her...Then i woke up when she called...I realised after the dream that i really missed her alot even though we see each other so often...I wonder if this is a normal feeling.I feel sometimes that i am very different from alot of people either of my age or whatever.Is this why i feel so isolated from this world? Hmmm....Weird me...Oh well.. Bunny i decide to let u read my blog because i want u to know what i am thinking all the time...I am bad at explaining things so i hope by reading my posts u could gain some understanding at times...My my i took 2 hrs to come up with this post hope u won't get bored reading it bunny :D I Love U only u
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Things has turn for the better for me these days in fact i ve met the one and only in my life.Even though the days we had were of a few it felt like an era together... I really appreciate this girl in my life as she is my first and hopefully my last. I am blessed to have her I am the luckiest man on Earth to have her care and concern. However i am afraid of what seems to be my dumb thinking mind sigh... Things i wanna think proper i just can't...I am not gonna let her suffer any of this though... I mus say i am sorry to made her cry though... Felt like an asshole sigh....O well...Im cool with her I love her now she s my bunny my one and only bunny...
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Well...Long time since i last posted something eh...I guess it was quite a rough time for me..It still is not that it ain't...I think i ve gotten over this 4 year baggage that has been on my shoulder all this time and i would like to say that its becus of a friend in a similar plight accompanied me through..I feel like my life is being reborn again and i am again the joyful me..Although the pain inside would never go away completely life has to go on as said by some famous dude...Well i sorta began to take a liking for a certain someone but at this point i do not think i should go think bout it aight...Ill just stick to being friends :D after all thats what its all about..Aight gotta go its late...Needa sleep nite piece of writing material...
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A man confused of which reality he is living in.
Dum De Dum.
