It is hard to tell these days which is better to live in. Dream or Reality
Friday, October 26, 2007
Okay really had enough of hearing my mother saying about how she has to juggle between my grandma and me...I mean come on..I really need the damm table to do my work its not like i am demanding something that will take the life out of my grandma..As for my grandma side i love her but its not fair to me if she does not wants to change the bed,i mean she has a house as well and she comes over every saturday to sunday so does it matter even if we changed the bed to a smaller one?Comparing my need for her want its definitely overpowering the fact that she indirectly insist she wants the bed by telling my mother the bed is fine no need for change..I am really disappointed..Is my work not important at all?You people want me to succeed and yet the possibly available tools to me has been subtracted from me...Fine if you wanna talk bout sentimental value..Hello...the bed has been changed and hell if i noe she noticed...I am just very frustrated from the fact that my mother weighs my grandma's to mine in such a manner i feel like a stranger...They said they were gonna get me a table i heard that since day one of my school...I have been doing work in school all these times staying back so late enduring the long awaiting of fuckin buses so in hope one of this fuckin day i get my table to do my fucking work...I am alr falling back on my work and i cant do anything about it..I have no space at all..When i need to print things,its such a hassle as well...What the hell is going on with my life man...I enjoy learning and all but without things i need to do my work i really am falling back...Call me selfish or whatsoever but hey aren't you as well?do not condemmned me for being human...I am beginning to detest this shit...
& 12:23 AM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
OH MY GOD!!!! WORK WORK WORK SO MUCH WORK!!!!...HOW HOW ??? Gosh...Haven start on my 3D wire 3D wire head and i ve still got so much to do !!! If you are really up there god pls help me !!!!.....Zzzzz...I seriously need alot of confidence and time right now...Its not that i do not want to start on my work but i do not know how !?!?!?!?!.sickening right..TAMADE!..sigh...Help me..
& 9:06 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Sometimes i jus want to be alone...I want the whole world to disappear so i could rest in my solitude.It is just what i am feeling right now.I can't seem to start doing my work,i ain't very social either.Sorry friends if i am such an ass to you people but i have my feelings as well can't respect that too bad for you then thats me i am what i am i ain't gonna change that be happy i ain't ranting my lungs off...Sigh...Alone is where i wanna be right now.
& 11:11 PM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Played with plaster bandage today,i thought it was kinda fun to do...Then in IS,we were supposed to come out with a storyboard on flimming project using our handphones obviously our idea was superb and thus i ain't leaking out anything mwahahaha...K la today was all quite fun till i reached evening do not know why i felt quite moody after...Suddenly i was just thinking about her,the feeling is all cramped up in my head ...Its like u want something you know you want it and yet its out of your reach but its always there to tempt you...Hiyaa.....Goofy i love u so much...Im blessed to have you..
& 10:31 PM
Wee got to noe that lil hottie's name is Pei Wen hahahaha...
& 1:58 AM
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
YEAH!! today was quite productive :D did quite alot of work..After lecture which was okay la don say boring rather quite unentertaining but i got through it :D..after that went to eat with da same bunch and went back to sch to do work till 1015pm yea u heard me right till it closes...I was quite happy with my proportion drawing as the details added into it was quite nice i am proud of it hahaa...other photos are Mr Emo Fish and OMG OMG GLITTERING SPARKLING SHIMMERING CRYSTALLING CHIOING NICING BEAUTIFUING GOOFY !!!!Its so pretttyyyyy...Hahaha....Kk i shall stop crapping thats all folks..So Say We All.
& 12:55 AM
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Today is a funny and embarrassing day...Well reached sch late and went to eat breakfast and realised the people in the school basement had alrdy finished packing stuff hahaha...Good job guys good job :D...Made a few new frens today...They are super friendly and FUNNY...2 of them are actually from Middle East Bahrain and they claim their ride is a Magic Carpet and they live in straw huts hahahaha...We crapped alot down @ the basment seriously it was a hilarious bonding time...Got to noe this girl Jane as well gosh she is so Singaporeaned face lah...But she s indo..Well thats what u get staying in singapore for 11 years...Travius shame on u she speaks better Indo then u ...HAHAHAHA....Well we did work in sch and had a great time doing still life proportion with Travianto...Tsk tsk disturb me only tsk lol....Neways we went u noe what i feel lazy to go on ah but wad the heck might as well...Yeah had dinner @ KFC and then went to see SHOE !!! Gosh saw this Reebok shoe dammm nice 3M blue reflective and high cut damm cute haha...after that yadayada went to carefour bought groceries i shall skip to going home...I bought lots of groceries and therefore had alot of plastic bags...So i waited for the fuckin 106 its really a fucked up bus..3 Bus 111 2 Bus 56 or 65 2 171 passed by before my 106 came Zzz..okay thats not the high point...Got on the bus saw 2 empty seat so YEAH!! placed my bags on the other seat then 1st quart of the journey this malay guy comes and pointed to me he wanted to seat so i dumbly pointed to my plastic bag (I HAD NO STR TO THINK ANYMORE CAN?!?)Then he said your plastic bag paid money?Hahaha tio owned so i guai guai shifted my plastic bags all to my bag and it was so squeezy can Zzz.But my fault lah i shldn't be so selfish too...I admit...But hey humans make mistakes so yeah hope i won be so dumb again..Yes travianto i hear u luffing...
& 12:36 AM
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Sigh...Why humans have mutual emotions?why must i specifically fall in love with her?Make me feel so ZEK AK ah...ZEK AK u noe...Sigh...Everytime i try to forget she will always pop into my mind WHY?...Zzzz....Can i just mind message her to tell her my feelings hahahaha...Its freaking killing me to think of her all the time...Im really glad she likes the present though :D
& 12:12 AM
Monday, October 1, 2007
Today's happiness scale is like SKY HIGH WOOOOoo...Got second for 3 ON 3 LOVE CLEMENTI !!!! Kk Second is like good for us kay...We did not had any sub nor did we had sufficient time to rest and the sun was REALLLY REALLLY BURNING...I enjoyed myself so much today and i passed her the present heeeeee....Im glad she likes it...Aight during the night,Matt me and Tk went to take photos of our 3M SHOES!!! ill post up some fotos aight...hahaha...HAPPY HAPPY....
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