It is hard to tell these days which is better to live in. Dream or Reality
Monday, August 20, 2007
Sigh...Although i ve seem to improve in my one to one conversations but i appear to still posess this barricade between people...I do not understand why?Perhaps its the effect of my past..hah...then it seems that actions comes with consequences is true..I hope by this year i would be able to communicate better and have better conversations..I don wanna keep offending people when i get that barricade shit in me..I can't blame people for thinking i am rude because i have no control over their awareness so i have to change..These troubles in front of me are objects of my life i ve to fling away thus changing my life for the better...I have to make it...I need to do it..I don wanna be a loser again...My new school is cool i mean so far i can communicate with most people but i can sense in some people that they may think im being rude at times of my speech...However i try to cover up myself by making jokes and trying to be funny that kinda thing...But i just feel that sometimes its not me...I have to try though..Its for my own good...Anyway i need to continue on my homework tml cannot procastinate any longer...Should not even do so but i can't sleep either needa stay awake tml...Hmmm wad else...Oh ya the class elected me and Janice as class rep...Hey thanks guys -_- really -_-...Oh well its a responsibility i have to take so be it...Im not gonna shun it away...Have ta take it like a man RawR!...Hahaha...Aight ill do my best to fufil my duty to you guys...Hope all goes well then..Aight needa sleep already...*turns to goofy "Night" haha...Kkk So Say We All...
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A man confused of which reality he is living in.
Dum De Dum.
