It is hard to tell these days which is better to live in. Dream or Reality
Friday, October 26, 2007
Okay really had enough of hearing my mother saying about how she has to juggle between my grandma and me...I mean come on..I really need the damm table to do my work its not like i am demanding something that will take the life out of my grandma..As for my grandma side i love her but its not fair to me if she does not wants to change the bed,i mean she has a house as well and she comes over every saturday to sunday so does it matter even if we changed the bed to a smaller one?Comparing my need for her want its definitely overpowering the fact that she indirectly insist she wants the bed by telling my mother the bed is fine no need for change..I am really disappointed..Is my work not important at all?You people want me to succeed and yet the possibly available tools to me has been subtracted from me...Fine if you wanna talk bout sentimental value..Hello...the bed has been changed and hell if i noe she noticed...I am just very frustrated from the fact that my mother weighs my grandma's to mine in such a manner i feel like a stranger...They said they were gonna get me a table i heard that since day one of my school...I have been doing work in school all these times staying back so late enduring the long awaiting of fuckin buses so in hope one of this fuckin day i get my table to do my fucking work...I am alr falling back on my work and i cant do anything about it..I have no space at all..When i need to print things,its such a hassle as well...What the hell is going on with my life man...I enjoy learning and all but without things i need to do my work i really am falling back...Call me selfish or whatsoever but hey aren't you as well?do not condemmned me for being human...I am beginning to detest this shit...
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A man confused of which reality he is living in.
Dum De Dum.
